I realized

I realized

I realized one of the hardest things I had to do was let the one who’ve hurt me go.

It was like pain and sorrow became all of me.

Letting the one who I once thought loved and cared for me go, felt like my heart got beaten repeatedly. 
I trusted you with everything and all you did was give me your lies and betrayal in return.

Flashbacks to the sorrow hit me again. It was like a rush of reality came breezing by to save me.

All the lies, pain and constant abuse, mentally I thought back and didn’t want to re-live through all of that again

Constantly asking myself this question while tears flowed down my gloomy face

How and why could I LOVE someone who enjoyed hurting me?

Now I know not to question myself or ask why? But to realize the truth was in my face the answers staring at me “Echoing loud and clear Saying: “You need to go back to LOVING yourself and to never let that GO”.

I realized that I needed to look deeper within, to never allow someone to steal my happiness ever again.

By: Poetic_Butterfly

© C.P 2012

03/31/2012